夜幕下的昌洲大道, 风把河边杨柳和不知名的树吹得如同Hogwarts的whopping willow, 能摇动的一切枝桠都狂乱得跟吃了一整瓶party pill一样.  我走在高大(still)威猛(was)的父亲身边, 扮演小loli.  莫拉克的尾巴, 还是强劲到能让人有'扑街'的冲动, 格子衬衫在风中仿佛要从我身上挣脱一般. 

我骑上母亲草绿色的单车, 重新熟悉利绮在<爱太远>那首歌的MV里缓骑飞奔的那种感觉.  路灯把大道照得很亮, 风很肆虐, 棉布裙子在单车两侧飞得老高, 完全不搭的元素, 却久违地让我神经亢奋.

爸和妈在身边走着, 一时我在他们身后做尾巴, 一时在旁边绕圈跟随, 一时冲到前方, 高高地站在脚蹬上, 整个人都在单车上面. 这个曾经很man的我从前也不怎么愿意做的很man的动作, 配合着风, 让我得到相当一段时间都没有过的满足感.

有点期望离开了, 像很久很久以前的从前一样, 期待到地球的那一头去一样. 顺便带份珍贵的纪念, 00年3月贴在墙上的横幅. 不管时间到了什么时候, better late than never.

天黑的时候, 我又想起那首歌, 突然期待, 下起安静的雨(事实上下起了雨滴颗粒很大的雨); 原来外婆的道理早就讲给我听, 下起雨也要勇敢前进...

哼着哼着, 我自己也笑了...

Kind of feeling that i found sth i have lost through years...

My courage.

 

 

Went to Daniel & Josephine's for dinner, surely had a warm and happy time.

Jo and i had a short talk afterwards, which sort of woke me up.

 

Really, i mean, i should take my time, enjoy my precious time being alone and idle.

Becoz till i meet my mr. big, life will be totally changed again.

 

There are so many things in such a big world for me to experience and explore;

and i really need to live a beautiful and meaningful life that i would not regret when the day comes.

 

And surely, this Spirit thing will make my life different, no matter under what circumstances.

 

Praise Him.

 

 

6:20am HK time, I'm still in the airport... quite tired honestly, arrived 8pm on 12th, now my flight to home is 11am on 13th morning.

But, apart from this,, feel like missing someone really well..

Can't figure out whom that is.. very weird...

Not my family, not home, but guys in NZ, guess that's the side effects of living there for so many years.

 

I think i miss you.. Nico.. i hope you happy about this fact..

 

Gona have another walk in the airport, take cares friends, i miss you all...